I don't want to go back. No. Never.

The memories of us being happy and sad were becoming overwhelming.

I am not sad because she had passed away.

I am sad because it took me so long to believe that she will no longer be there to wake me up in the morning, yell at me for not getting ready on time.

I miss her laugh, her nagging and above all, her gentle and caring soul.

I dont regret you leaving that morning - no, I don't.

I dont regret you entering that bus despite the driver being rude - no, I dont

I am not angry at the drunk driver that hit the bus you were in - no, I don't.

I dont regret that there were no medical facilities around the location - no, I don't.

If anything, I am happy that you have left this cruel world.

The world that took four of your children before they turned 15.

Oh Nana, I will forever miss you. I pray you continue to rest in peace.